My amazing husband is spending the night with our baby tonight, so I am taking some time to sterilize my house, and write an update.
First off, I can’t even begin to express my gratitude to all of you that have helped my family out. I am completely blown away by people’s compassion, your emails, donations, and comments bring tears to my eyes. Social media is amazing, and is going to help make everyone in my family’s life a little easier.
There are also great people in my community that are working together to help us out. Thank you, thank you , thank you. Please keep up all the great work. There are so many things that I need and want to help make Ezra’s life as normal as it can be.
That is what hurts the most….knowing that he is not going to have a normal childhood.
Here is some pictures of Ezra on his bittersweet birthday, nothing like a round of chemo for your 2nd birthday.
Isn’t he handsome? I am going to miss those curls, his hair should start falling out with in a week or so.
Playing play-doh and Little People.
Giggling, cancer can not slow this little man down.
Ezra has had three rounds already of chemo, the first was put into his spine, the second through his port, and the third he got via 2 shots to the thighs.
He has responded well so far to the chemo, his blood counts are on the up, and he even seems to feel better.
For part of his chemo he has to take steroids, which has not been so fun. They make him irritable, and wakeful…two things that are no fun with any toddler.
If all goes well, he should be coming home tomorrow. I am so scared of that, because now its up to us to keep him alive, and out of harms way.
I will update more soon, thanks again, so much everyone!

























thanks for the update - glad to see he's in good spirits and there seems to be some impact already. We're thinking of you all!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for taking the time to keep us updated. I know how important it becomes to get things off your chest just to keep your sanity. It is wonderful how people band together to help others in their time of need.
ReplyDeleteI wish there were anything I could say to help you, but I know I can't.
Just know that we are here, praying for Ezra and your family.
Those beautiful locks will grow back! He's still smiling! Children are so resilient.
Talk soon!
I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through. I have a 2 year old as well, and I just can't even imagine. My thoughts and prayers are with you and beautiful Ezra.
ReplyDeleteOh, he is SO cute! Thanks for the update -thinking of your family. ((HUGS))
ReplyDeletebless you, your family and ezra hugs and prayers
ReplyDeleteHe is a little angel! God bless you guys... I'm so glad you're getting support and I'm sure that it will continue.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the updates, he has been on my mind, and you too! Prayers continuing for you all!
ReplyDeletemuch love, sis, and prayers for your family and precious son
ReplyDeleteTHanks for the update. Big ((((hugs))))
ReplyDeleteHoney, I'm so very sorry to hear this news. I wish I could reach through the computer and give you a great big hug. I love seeing that last photo of him happy and laughing. Beautiful. Let me know if I can send or do anything to help.
ReplyDeleteIt's so unreal and yet so awfully real when something like this happens in the blink of a day, an hour, a minute -- and, in this case, a bite.
ReplyDeletePuked spider. I know, I know you found this early. But, then on some strange level I feel like the spider inflicted this.
Gotta' be mad at something about this happening to your little Man. I don't blame God; though, we don't understand all this. So, I blame the evil, cancerous venom of the spider.
Please keep us posted. I want to blog about this -- just trying to catch up and make it through the week.
I'll get the word out!
Hang tight.....super, duper, duper tight, Gal.
Beth- we are thinking of you in Utah. THis is your aunt Kris- Your dad is keeping me up to date as is your blog.... We are thinking of you lots and you are in our tho'ts and prayers .Your life has taken a left hand turn and now you are on this different path- Nothing to do now but GO FORWARD! I understand Ezra is coming home tomorrow- You can do this- you are still a strong little family. THat doesn't change. XXOO
ReplyDeleteHang in there, Beth. We're all praying hard for you.
ReplyDeleteEzra you are such a cute, sweet and beautiful little fellow. I am praying for you sweet heart.
ReplyDeleteI made a prayer button for Ezra and posted it on my blog in my prayer list section.
We are praying for you and your family!!
I just saw a link to your site on Lissa's blog and stopped by to check on Ezra. I'm so very sorry. So sorry.
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday to your sweet, beautiful curly haired boy. I hope he continues to handle the chemo well and enjoys his homecoming. Your family will be in my constant thoughts.
I am praying....and im hoping to sell a ton of bracelets for the lil guy!
ReplyDeleteJust thought you might like to know that I have shared Ezra's story with many of my family and friends and you have people out here praying for you that you've never even met! There is amazing power in prayer and I hope it comforts you in some way so you can get through this. Give your little guy a hug for me and tell him Happy Birthday!
ReplyDeleteHe is so adorable :X
ReplyDeleteThank you for the update, we're thinking of you and sending good energies!
Diana
((((((((((((Gentle Hugs))))))))))))
ReplyDeleteI read about your blog in another blog. I wish your family only the best.
ReplyDeleteYou seem very strong and determined, I would be a puddle on the floor. Good for you! I don't believe that spider was an accident, I hope you keep that thing in a jar somewhere :)
Thanks for the quick update. Your family is in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteHe is going to be cute bald too!! Good luck and thanks for the update!!
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ReplyDeleteContinued prayers for your family!!! ((((HUGS))))
ReplyDeleteI just wanted to let you know that I am spreading the word: http://www.gograhamgo.com/2009/05/blog-love-bracelets-help-young-boy-with.html
ReplyDeleteGraham and I said a prayer for you all this morning.
I am so very sorry to hear about your sweet little Ezra. I will be praying for you and your family.
ReplyDeleteIn Alabama we are praying for Ezra , and the whole family! You stay strong ... that beautiful hair will grow right back ! Laugh and enjoy each moment of happiness with him. We are praying for his full recovery! We are spreading Ezra's story and praying you recieve all the help you need in his recovery!
ReplyDeleteWe will be praying for Ezra often!
Beth, I wanted to pass this on to you--I just wrote a post today about you and Ezra on my blog. And my prayers are still going up for you guys!
ReplyDeleteI meant to leave you the link....
ReplyDeletehttp://1momof5.blogspot.com/2009/05/tuesday-tribute-beth-and-ezra.html
Bless you and your family. Thank you for keeping us updated - we truly care and want miracles to come your way! Just tweeted about you, and hope that brings you more prayers and support. xoxo
ReplyDeleteIt's hard to imagine. In the photos he seems so happy and carefree. Hopefully things will continue to progress well for him and you guys. Just know you're in our hearts and prayers!
ReplyDeleteHi Beth,
ReplyDeleteI don't know you but read of Ezra's story on Lolli's Blog today.
What a horrid, devastating freaking monster Cancer is! I'm up to my eyeballs in Cancer-Hate, I tell you I'd kick that sucker in the teeth if it ever even looked at me.
Stay strong girl. Stay grounded in God's love.
We'll be praying for you all.
BlogBaby's BabyMama
Dear Beth,
ReplyDeleteYour Dad is a colleague of mine. I am so very sorry to hear about Ezra. My little girl (age 7) and I said prayers and made a contribution. Stay strong. Your boys are beautiful. We will keep Ezra (and family) in our prayers always.
Dawn
Coming over from Lolli's blog.... I'm so sorry to hear this news about your little guy....sending prayers and love your way. I'll be making a contribution shortly. please know you have lots of people praying for your family and your little Ezra... lots of love! ♥
ReplyDeleteAm so sorry to read this -- he is just adorable. Hugs to you and your family ... am keeping you all in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteYou and your family are in my thoughts. I am moved to tears hearing your story, the story of compassion that you've felt from folks. I'll be watching your blog & tweets for updates. He's a beautiful child.
ReplyDeleteaww poor little guy. Thanks for the update.
ReplyDeleteAw, he looks so pale in the Play-Doh picture. My heart goes out to you. My son is almost two and I know this is your worst nightmare. Hang in there... I'll donate as I can and spread the word. ((hug))
ReplyDeleteThinking of you - he is adorable! Fight, Ezra, fight!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the update. hugs!
ReplyDeleteJust read about your situation on Twitter. Came to say I will be praying for Ezra and for you.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the updates. I will keep your lil man & your family in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteI know it probably doesn't make it any better, and I will not claim to know how u are feeling but there is hope. I believe that. My sister at age 3 was diagnosed with leukemia. She went into remission, and now is a PITA 30 yr old mother of two.
Hang on momma!! Hang on!! Hang in there Ezra.
My prayers are for you all. It's what every parent never imagines to happen. I'm a Believer and know HE is able. I am off to email ya a note.
ReplyDeleteBeth, if I could somehow reach across the miles and hug you to give you strength! It's OK to cry, sweetling...and scream and yell! Don't keep it inside! The World is praying with you now...
ReplyDeleteHi Beth,
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to let you know that Ezra and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers. I wrote a post to try to rally more people together for you and your family.
http://www.barelydomesticmama.com/2009/05/call-for-help-from-manic-mother.html
Keep the updates coming!
ReplyDeleteWe are in prayer for y'all!
I'm so sorry. I have not visited your blog in awhile so I did not understand the context of the post I read. Your family will be in my prayers. Even when you cry keep your head up, hope for the best will help keep you strong.
ReplyDeleteI am praying for a complete recovery for your beautiful son.
ReplyDeleteI can't begin to imagine what you are going through - I have a curly-blond haired, blue eyed 2 year old boy too. The pictures of Ezra make me ache. I will be thinking of you and your family and praying every day. And thanking GOd for spiders.
ReplyDeleteThank you for posting an update. Praying.
ReplyDeleteI'm happy to see his smiling face. Thanks for the update. Kiss him extra for all of us.
ReplyDeleteHe is such a cutie. Sending thoughts and prayers your way as your family works to fight the cancer.
ReplyDeleteAlthough I have no dealt with a child that has cancer, numerous family members have or have had cancer, so I understand how the disease stips away at the family. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.You're an inspiration to many..
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you and your family or that any family ever had to go thru this! I will pray for your son and post your story every where I can...
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you and your little boy have to go through this. My son just had his second birthday in April so I can well imagine your pain etc.
ReplyDeleteMy hopes and prayers are with you and your family.
Headless Mom sent this my way. I am praying for Ezra to have a complete recovery. I am praying that he will remain strong and that the treatments won't dampen his spirit. I also pray for you to have strength during this scarey time.
ReplyDeleteHe will beat this because he has to beat this.
I plan on making a donation to help you out. I don't know if this will help or if the doctors will let you do this but I have recently read about a spice called "Tumeric" which has shown great progress in treating cancer. Take care and God Bless.
I am so sorry to hear about your son. You and your family are in our thoughts!!!
ReplyDeletewonderful to see an update. HE's a gorgeous baby and so strong. With a beautiful smile. Hugs to you your a strong women. Prayers coming his way.
ReplyDeleteI am sure that this little one has his families "determined genes". He is winning!
ReplyDeleteIt's so scary when you receive a diagnosis like this. I don't know you, but do understand some of what you're going through. You WILL find a new normal & I will pray for healing and for strength for you to be able to relax into your new normal w/your family. Who'd have thought a spider would be an instrument of knowledge and healing? You should get him spidey jammies!! ;)
ReplyDeleteWe are praying for Ezra and keeping you all in thoughts and prayer.
ReplyDeleteEzra is too cute for words. I just want to hug him and you and tell you everything is going to be ok. I don't know that though and I wouldn't want to tell you something that isn't true. I found your blog and now I am emotionally attached to your story and to your sweet little boy. No one especially a child should have to go through what you guys and Ezra are going through. I wish I could do more than just offer comforting words. If you were in reach I would give you the biggest hug (if you wouldn't mind being hugged by a complete stranger)LOL. I will continue to pray for your family. I am praying that the chemo works and that you guys are able to keep Ezra as comfortable as possible. Don't worry about his hair, it will grow back and yes his curls are so absolutely adorable. Keep being strong and know that you the utmost support from your blog friends. I am so grateful that you are sharing Ezra's story with us. He is an amazing and strong little boy. May God bless you today, tomorrow and always.
ReplyDeleteGo ahead and cut a few of those curls for a keepsake. I'm glad he's doing good. At this age, he doesn't realize yet that every kid doesn't have to go through what he's going through. I'm keeping him in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteHe is such a doll. Thanks for the update. You're in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the update! He is still in my thoughts and prayers! It's so unfair that a child has to go through this terrible ordeal...I just don't get it. He is beautiful! God bless you and your family! ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteI dont even know what to write here, quite honestly. My heart leapt for joy when you wrote that it had not made it to his brain, our Peyton's cancer was found there at diagnosis. It is wonderful to see how well he is tolerating the chemo. I know three years seems long, we had been looking down that barrell too, but the docs told us that they have found the most success, (in toddlers and above like 90%) using that protocol. As far as his curls, if it is any consolation, we had a nurse that told us that most kids who go through chemo get chemo curls, meaning their hair grows back curly even if it wasnt before so those curls may be around for a long time when he is done. You are in my prayers for strength and endurance. i know how exhausting a journey this is. Your little Ezra is a fighter, and does it with a smile on his face (per your picture above.) what an amazing child you have!
ReplyDeleteI saw your little ones picture while doing a blog hop and thought I had to stop and check it out. Your story is so moving. I'm adding your button to my sidebar and keeping your family in my prayers! I know he will make it through it he is just an awesome little boy.
ReplyDeleteaww your little man is so beautiful and so brave
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